Saturday, March 10, 2007

short update

Well, quite a bit has happened since my last post, but i am afraid that i won't be able to type about a lot of it. Y'all will know why later in this post.

A brief overview: Wonderful use, beautiful closeness, a time of silliness by this slave, reassurance by her Master in a deeply meaningful way, more intense use, freedom to express submission in the ways He most loves, work, and finally an injury at work that has prevented me from doing some pretty basic activities.

Bottom line is that my feelings are more and more submissive, but my actions are so very restricted that i can't obey some of my rules for now, and pain and medication make me all emotional. Pretty typical for this schiava, i would say.

Anyway, there may be a forced haitus from this blog for a few days....probably not very noticeable since i don't type daily anyway. But i wanted y'all to know that i won't be typing much, if any, over the next few days.

i'm going to do the most submissive thing i can do, even though it feels so selfish, and take very good care of myself. i want to heal as quickly as possible, and go back to obeying every rule to the fullest.

And yes, Padrone is wonderful through this, as i am sure everyone expected Him to be. He is patient and concerned and worried and relieved that i am feeling a bit better, and understands and has tried to help ME gain the understanding, that my primary focus right now should be on recovering. He deserves for me to be the best slave possible, and i can only do that if i am healthy. See, Padrone? i can learn!

Thank You, Padrone, for once more showing Your care for Your property, Your slave, Your woman.

1 comment:

libby said...

Awwwww sorry to hear about your accident, whatever it was. Sending (gentle) hugs and wishes for you to get better soon.


libby
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