A few things

Well, there is not much i can type tonight, i am afraid. i'm clock-watching and that makes for a lack of imagination! Oh well, i'll make up for it next time, i promise!

A few thoughts though....

Padrone is AMAZING!

Well, y'all knew that but hey, it bears repeating!

The use tonight....begging and begging and the rush of absolute joy and gratitude at His release...the floating and sweetness afterwards....god, so needed tonight. So deeply needed.

The thing about relationships, long distance or not, is that life gets in the way at times. Maybe it seems that way more with long distance because of the limited nature of the communication....when we spend our time talking about problems or stress creating situations in our lives, we have little time or energy left over for intensity in our relationship. But that's how it is in other relationships to a degree.

i have so many thoughts running in my mind but i can't really express them in the time i have tonight, so i will leave this post with this:

Padrone, i am so amazed by what we have, how it is maintained and how it grows. Tonight has me floating in my own little world, and to be honest, a big reason typing here is difficult tonight is because i don't *want* to expose myself to anyone else right now....i just want to curl up, mentally, and dwell in the place of surrender and love and peace that is created by You...by what we have and how we express it.

i love You, my Owner. Thank You for expressing who You are tonight, in such a real and wonderful way. i am Yours.