Just life things

i think i may finally be getting into the Christmas spirit, which is a good thing since Christmas is only a couple of weeks away! i haven't yet decorated anything, and that's alright, it will make it more special if we see the tree, the decorations, for only a few days as opposed to several weeks! That's my justification at least - lol.

My son is home from school, which is wonderful for the first few days at least! No, really, i miss him when he's gone, and i am glad he's home now, and i'll be glad until he leaves (except when he pisses me off but that's life!). Daughter is really excited about Christmas this year, and she's the kind for whom the gifts (which will be VERY sparse this year) aren't as important as the traditions. Those i can provide without much effort, and i'm grateful that she is so easily pleased. Son told me today that he doesn't really expect or want much this year either, which is yet another good thing - he is the more materialistic of the two.

AND, miracle of miracles, i found the PERFECT gift for Padrone, accidentally but hey, i'm taking credit for it anyway! He loves a particular sci-fi author, and i remembered the name, happened upon a book that was new but very inexpensive, bought it (because i could read it if he already had it, to try to see what is so great about it, or return it if i didn't want to read it)....and lo and behold he didn't have it, AND he wanted it, was about to order it for himself! *doing a happy dance*
It may not be sent until after Christmas, but that doesn't matter to either of us. i'll wrap his gifts in Christmas paper and he can have TWO Christmases!

i just wish i could send some of the candy i usually make, but i know it wouldn't last to ship that way. Oh well, he'll just have to have a taste when he comes over here, eventually!

And yes, we finally had a chance for some time alone, for closeness, for use, for reinforcing the emotions, the roles, meeting the deep and basic needs we each have within our personalities. Sometimes we simply need to EXPRESS the Dominance and the submission in a deep, distinct, unique, relevant and obvious way. i know we aren't alone in that, although maybe not in the way we don't usually make an express effort to show the D/s so strongly. Maybe that's why we sometimes simply need to reinforce it, i don't know. All i know is that i am so very, very happy to be his woman, his slave, his love...and i will do all i can to make him as happy as i am.

i am one lucky woman, that i know. But i also know that he is lucky as well. We have found something very special with each other, especially within the D/s "world"...and especially long distance.

i love You, Padrone. i love You. i am so glad You have foresight, patience, even when You have deep and driving needs. How very blessed i am.