Monday, March 28, 2011

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes


Well, i have new requirements. i almost typed "new rules" but actually some of the rules have been done away with completely so that is not accurate.

I am not restricted from use of furniture anymore, which means that (if i can remember) i can sit on the couch or the recliner without special permission, for longer than the hour a day i was allowed before. Of course, Padrone may restrict anything at any time, but as an ongoing rule, this one has been dropped.

So has the requirement that i wear my vibrating eggs when i go out. He said that he never used them to torment me, so he didn't see the use of me wearing them anymore.

My "first thing in the morning" rule has changed as well. Now i don't have to wear a brush "tail" and lap from a bowl (for which i am extremely grateful). Now i am to wear the cock dildo in my ass for 15 minutes every morning instead. This is a long, thick cock so it isn't an "easy" task swapped for a difficult one, but it isn't as humiliating so it will be easier in that way. Of course, having one's ass filled every morning is humiliating in and of itself, but not nearly as bad as what i *was* doing. For sure.

And the last change relates strictly to our communication. i am to be on IRC at certain times every day, waiting for him. i have known that he prefers me to be there waiting for him, but now and then i get busy elsewhere, either online or in "real life" and he has been the one waiting for me. And actually, this is the first time my being online at all, much less at a specific time, has been a requirement. i just realized that. Maybe that's why i kind of feel ambivalent about this rule. Maybe it's because i know i will break it now and then, simply because i am who i am.

But the other rules are ... i don't know, they are rules that i can kind of...well, wearing the cock, for instance...i choose when and where to do that. There is a bit of flexibility built into that rule, as there was the brushtail/lapping rule. And the other changes have been relaxing of rules, although from what was said this morning i expect more rules to be introduced when i have gotten used to these changes. More practical things, not simply things that Padrone says to do simply because he can.

But the last rule is one that is very, very specific. There is a specific time involved. i know that if i am there a minute or two late, now and then, it won't be a major issue...and he knows that i will be there at the right time as much as possible, because he knows me.

And, no matter what he says, i will beat myself up over the smallest infraction, especially if it is something like losing track of time, or a trip to town taking longer than expected, that is the reason for it.

So, loosening of some restrictions, changing some requirements, and adding a new rule altogether. Something very surprising to wake up to on a Monday morning, i must say!

Padrone, thank you for time to adjust to these changes, and thank you for being willing to talk about them when we can. i love you, Padrone.

2 comments:

turiya said...

Changes in the rules are definitely needed on occasion, especially if the rule isn't fulfilling it's desired purpose.

*hugs*

turiya

schiava said...

Yes, I agree. But of course it isn't my decision to make changes or not. And actually, one of these rules has already gone through a change, and as things progress I am sure there will be more. It's not a bad thing.