Well, the surprise is out. Padrone has seen His website, has received His bouquet. For those who might have missed what the Plot was all about, well here is the site i built for Him. Before you look, please know that it is VERY basic, and a bit plain. http://padrone.awardspace.com is the site.
A long time ago, Padrone mentioned that He was working on a section for His own website about the Victorian language of flowers, basically flowers and what they mean. i have always had an interest in that very thing myself, and so it was a natural thing for me to think of giving Him flowers and telling their meanings. As i considered it, i realized that i had no clue what some of the flowers looked like. i also realized that He may not know them, especially by their English names, and so after lots of consideration, i decided to *try* to build a website so that He could "see" the flowers as i gave them to Him.
So i did. i thought i would go slam out of my mind doing it too!
Anyway, now that He knows of it, i can relax again. i am not sure i will try such a big surprise again. Keeping the secret was difficult, especially because i wanted to show Him what i was working on and i couldn't. i wanted to ask Him questions, and i could only do so in the most general of ways. i hated it! And the worst thing was that i found myself thinking of THAT even when we were talking, rather than focusing on Him. Not the *entire* time we talked of course ;). But enough that it bothered me. That is the main reason i didn't wait until our anniversary, as i had originally planned to do.
Since then, i haven't slowed down much. i've had some long days, and He will have some coming up, so when we both have time alone again, it will be AMAZING, i am sure! Of course, today He is a bit busy but i am not, so the hope is that we can have a bit of private time before another busy time.
Some very personal, very deep, things have happened lately, but i am not going to share them. They are a bit *too* personal for that. Every time i think to myself, "We can't get any closer than we are now".....we do. i am so very, very lucky to be owned by such a man.
Grazie, Padrone. Grazie, and my good wishes and prayers are Yours.
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